today, September 10, i woke up with a little glimpse of hope. i was gonna leave for somewhere, i was gonna have fun with friends, i have imagined this weekend months ago. everything has already been prepared: tickets, a little of my savings, clothes that i can just randomly pick from my closet, i had all of these prepared. there was just one thing missing, something that seemed all too small for me, but not for my parents.
i thought they could at least trust me enough to let me go. i thought that by getting and paying for tickets months early, they would allow me to go.
but much has already been said, after that one call this morning, nothing and no one has made me smile again. i don't exactly know how and what to feel. tears have been shed and that glimpse of hope have faded.
let's wait and see how long this will stay. my rants, my thoughts, my feelings.
mtniere
tet, what happened? are you supposed to go somewhere but your parents didn't allow you?
ReplyDeleteyes, nik, i was supposed to go out of town today until sunday. mama did, she was okay for me to go. c papa was the one who didn't allow me. cried, kept myself busy and dozed off to forget about it. :(
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